Messages From Spirit: LUCY

WARNING: The following reading contains some bad language. If you are easily offended, please do not read. Thank you.

I got the name LUCY...big and bold and in all caps. I was seeing a spoon, tasting it's cool metallic taste in my mouth, "a spoonful of sugar" keeps repeating in my mind.

Then silence. No pictures, no words. I wondered if I lost connection.

"Paintings in my mind, faded memories" started repeating. I began seeing an album cover and getting the name Tommy, Tommy. I realized those words were lyrics from the song "Paintings in my Mind" by Tommy Page. (I hadn't thought of that song for years!)

Silence again.
(Me: What does it all mean? How does it tie together?)

"LUCY + TOMMY= 4EVER......
spoonful of heroin= sugar"

(Me: So the paintings in my mind was just a way to reinforce the name Tommy?}

"Yes. Tommy had a six string in hock..."

(Me: A Bon Jovi song...)

"Yes. Sold his guitar, sold his car for money for drugs, heroin. We weren't supposed to die that night, needle sticking out of our arms, we were supposed to live forever...4EVER...TOGETHER. So happy, so in love. WHY? WHY? WHY? Are you kidding me? It made us feel good. It wasn't supposed to kill us. Hospital...ambulance... pronounced dead on arrival. My mom, my poor mom. She didn't know. She...her stupid fucking boyfriend... he was a jerk. HE IS A JERK! HE IS STILL ALIVE! He treats her like shit. She needs to find a better way to cope with my loss. The cycle repeats, the cycle repeats. Tracks on her arm, tracks on my arm. "I learned it by watching you"...."

(Me: A quote from an anti drug commercial...)

"Yes. Duh. Sorry, yes. She had her problem, I had mine. But we loved each other. I hated, HATE her boyfriend, but I love her. LOVE."

(Me: Did you start doing heroin because your mother did?)

"Yes and no. I swore I wasn't going to but then I met Tommy. He hated his home life too...his DAD. We found each other, it was love, true love at first sight."

(Me: Did you both use drugs to escape your pain?)

"Yes and no. For fun, for escape but it all got out of control so fast. Everything kept getting stronger and STRONGER and too much. We shot up too much. Seeking the bigger thrill killed us, killed me."

(Me: Is Tommy with you?)

"No. No. He died but is still alive. A vegetable in the hospital. His mom doesn't want to let him go. Even his DAD.
This all shouldn't have happened. We should be alive together. We wasted our lives."

(Me: Do you want to talk about your life on the Other Side?)

"No. I'm done. I miss you Tommy. I'm done."

(Me: What about any messages for your mom?)

"She's too fried to get them. I will see her soon. But I do LOVE her. I do. But, it's too late for her too. Her boyfriend can rot in hell. Girlfriend beating prick. He will get his. He has to."

(Me: You're still very angry with raw emotions. Do you know when you passed? Do you...)

"I don't want to talk about this anymore. But hey, here is another message: DON'T DO DRUGS, KIDS! Seriously. DON'T DON'T! DON'T!!!
And moms and dads out there, don't do drugs either. Your kids see it. You can't hide that shit. You think you can but you can. They see it, they know. And hey if mom and dad are doing it, it must be good right? DON'T BE STUPID! And love your kids, will you? Respect them and yourself. Don't take away their parents from them, and maybe you won't lose your kids. Think about it. And stay away from girlfriend beating assholes. Seriously. DON'T LET ANYONE ABUSE YOU! Especially if you have kids. They see that too. It fucks them up in the head. Just STOP IT and get away from a bad situation. FAR AWAY! Leave it all behind and maybe you and your kids can lead a normal, healthy life together 4EVER. Goodbye."

(Me: Goodbye and thank you for communicating with me today
Lucy.)

"You're welcome. Thanks for writing all that down. Guess it will help someone."

(Me: I think it will. Thank you again and God Bless.)

As you can tell, I spoke a lot more this time than I did in previous readings. It seemed like the connection was bad at first but I think she just needed to be prompted more to continue.
I think her true messages were strong and clear and I really do think her words will help someone out there.

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Lisa Marie