Next, I saw the scene in Shawshank Redemption where the old man carved his name in the wood and hung himself because he could not make it in the outside of world, outside of jail.
"Forty years at that bank- embezzlement-I didn't want to go to prison. I took what I thought was the easy way out. It wasn't. So much to learn on the Other Side. It was like starting over again, from birth, learning everything I should have learned on Earth. Didn't make it any easier. I saw it. I saw what I did to family, friends, business associates. I not only saw all the pain I caused them, I FELT it. Every emotion, every tear, every heartache. I didn't take the easy way out, I suffered because the people I left behind suffered. I felt their pain. I feel it even now. It wasn't worth it. I should have gone to prison, did my time. But, I was old. I didn't want to die in prison, see my grand kids through bars, through glass and a little phone. Not hug them. See everyone's disappointment as they realized that is why, that is how we were living the life we had, the good life because of 40 years of embezzling. A little at first then more and more as I didn't get caught. So much pain. and I caused it all.
I'm sorry. Tell them all I am sorry. They know who they are. They know my story.
Sweet Carla, I am sorry. My grandchildren, all 8 of them, I am sorry. My kids Steven and Caroline, I am sorry. You know who you are. You know the pain I caused each and everyone of you.
My name is William. William Seymore II. I own up to what I did. I am paying for it, going through all of my lessons. I see it now. I see everything, EVERYTHING so clearly now. And I am truly sorry."
(Me: William, is there anything more you'd like to say?)
"Bill, you can call me Bill."
(Me: Thank you Bill. Do you have any further messages?)
"No, just I love you Carla, I love you Steven and Caroline. I love you my eight grand children, each and everyone of you. In time I will make my way towards Paradise. But for now I have lessons to learn. And I do so willingly, knowing what I have done and that it will make me a better person for when I see them all again. Thank you."
(Me: Thank you for communicating with me today Bill. God Bless you.)
"And you."
Thank you for visiting me again today, and taking the time to read about Bill. Every reading is a Blessing for me, I enjoy meeting each and every Spirit that wants to communicate with me. I am learning so much from these experiences, learning so much from each Spirit and each reading. I am learning how they use my frame of references to communicate with me. And I am learning a little about what each Spirit experiences on the Other Side. It is all just amazing to me and truly such a Blessing.
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In Love and Light,
Lisa Marie
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